Description
From Chapter 33, “Call My Name,” of It’s Impossible by J H McIntosh — Act II: Soul to Soul.
Aaron is still trying to process the impact of Belle's soul hugging his soul, as reflected in: "I walked away, my chest gave in, tears fell fast from deep within." This powerful song invites us to explore what it means to be seen and accepted without conditions. It gently unfolds the delicate balance between longing and letting go, expressing a hope that is patient and unforced. Listening to it offers a moment of sincere reflection on identity and connection, reminding us that sometimes the deepest form of love is simply being present, open, and true to oneself, even in the absence of reciprocation.
Lyrics
I don’t need proof, I don’t need a claim,
Just wondering if you know my name.
You stand so close but never say
The one small word that could stay.
I’ve given truth, I’ve given space,
Asked for nothing, not even grace.
My name is not a vow or chain,
My name is not a need or claim.
My name is just me standing still,
Hoping you might speak it if you will.
You fixed my collar, hands so near,
The room went quiet, sharp and clear.
No heat, no rush, no hidden fire,
Something deeper than desire.
My name is not a lock or key,
My name is simply being me.
My name is all I’d ever ask,
Not to be owed, not to be tasked.
I walked away, my chest gave in,
Tears fell fast from deep within.
Your soul touched mine, then let me go,
A truth too bright to fully know.
I won’t push love that isn’t free,
I won’t ask you to choose me.
I’d rather ache than make you stay,
I’d rather love than lead your way.
My name is hope without demand,
My name is open, empty hands.
My name is here, no matter when,
Even if you never say it then.
I’ve got everything a man could want…
But I ain’t got you.
Still—
You know my name.
